[Another jolt to his ribcage, making his breath short and his heartbeat doubletime.]
ok so what do you want to do apologize? bc you did that and i said its fine what else is there to talk abt
[Kunimi thinks about it constantly. He thinks about Iwaizumi constantly, in parts of his brain that have always been occupied by Kindaichi or, back when the thoughts were more innocent and starstruck, Oikawa.
Something about Iwaizumi's careful balance of bruising, skin-breaking force and painstaking care - and it's true of everything for Iwaizumi, Kunimi thinks, every part of his life - made off with Kunimi's heart while he wasn't watching.]
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Not fighting. [Not quite back to normal, but...not fighting.] So I’m an idiot. Go ahead and laugh it up.
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I! TOLD! YOU! SO!!!!!!
k feel better now
and glad to hear it
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[And he’ll just leave it at that! No need to address the hickey-ridden, bruised wrist Elephant in the room, right? Right???
[Wrong.]
Don’t you think we should talk?
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I’m sorry I put you in that position.
I’m not saying you aren’t capable of making your own choices, but I shouldn’t have let it happen. It was a shitty rebound and it wasn’t fair to you.
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i mean it was rly good if u wanna talk quality
and were just gonna pretend it never happened anyway right
u already forgot it so
[Okay, someone's been holding onto a bit of resentment, but not about the whole having sex part.]
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[Wait, should he say that? He probably shouldn’t say that, right?]
Idk what you think about me and Oikawa, but nothing’s changed, so if that’s what you’re getting at.
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i just mean bc
you were Freaked.Out. so i figured
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[WHOOPS, WHOOPS. BACK IT UP, BOYS, BACK IT UP!!!]
That came out wrong.
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ok so what do you want to do
apologize? bc you did that and i said its fine
what else is there to talk abt
[Kunimi thinks about it constantly. He thinks about Iwaizumi constantly, in parts of his brain that have always been occupied by Kindaichi or, back when the thoughts were more innocent and starstruck, Oikawa.
Something about Iwaizumi's careful balance of bruising, skin-breaking force and painstaking care - and it's true of everything for Iwaizumi, Kunimi thinks, every part of his life - made off with Kunimi's heart while he wasn't watching.]
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[God, when did he become so lame? And what does he mean he “doesn’t know”? He wanted to apologize and he did! So drop it? Then why isn’t he?]
I’m just checking on you. [No, that’s not it. And he doesn’t want to end it at that. Why?] I want to know how you feel about it.
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I want to do it so many more times.
I want to have a chance at more than just doing that.]
im fine iwaizumi-senpai
and we're good ok?
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See you around, Kunimi.